Friday, July 04, 2003TERENCE: yes!~ i finished my damm power point presentation... JUST FINISHED!!! thanks to my bro here... CHOW WEE!!!! he sat here with me and we went through this shit.... i think i am a power point expert now.... anyway!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EEBING!!! oh ya and i can't wait to go to hil's house later for the class bbq later... hope that it will turn out good and fulfil my AIM of finding HAPPINESS!! and ya i haven't slept.. the clock still runs.. don't think i will be sleeping at hil's house later.. ha! see yoU!posted by Terence on 2:36:00 PM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Thursday, July 03, 2003TERENCE: back. I just came home... don't know why but the exams are over and i am still like feeling empty.. sad?? disappointed with myself?? depressed?? i don't know why man! i thought that after the exams i did be feeling happier.. ok if not happier but at least feel lighter.. i mean with a load off me.. but then, i still feel the same.. yes the same.. relentlessly concentrating on my sorrow.. being tetchy about stuff and yeah.. even i don't understand why... i am sick of bitching here.. i am sick of making people read my bitch here... enough is enough.. i don't feel like explaining anymore.. no more complains.. i mean look here!!!! all these are pathetic entries!! on how sad i am how pathetic i feel how i view my life which exactly ain't that good at all..... and to think that there are actually people out there who WANT to access my archieves?!?!?! CRAZY or rather.. stupid i did say... ha and yeah all you get in my archieves are complains and complains and complains..... although this is truely the free outlet where i can siphon all my frustrations at but then again, i am just relying on this page to cry out to people.. so i just thought.... no more complains.... i did just put happy thoughts here.. so from now on, only happy thoughts? i will try my best but i don't gurantee results so i am just afraid that this might just end up blank.... i don't dare to type the aftermath of the events here... aftermath as in what i get when i fail my exams and what i did get from malcolm from that stupid aspire camp which i CHEATED in... hahahaha..... yea.. to put it more strongly, i do not have anymore energy left to face the world... i want to have a break i want a break and i thought i did start it out today... but no, today was a blank and after a chain of events, i did foresee that there did be more blanks.. blanks as in i would only type in happy activities but there isn't much around that is going to happen to me.... hope that more happy things would come my way.. more please.... more.. so that i can just read it over and over again to start the cycle of self disllusion that since i was happy before, i can stay happy... trust me, i am damm good at lying to myself..posted by Terence on 10:32:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Tuesday, July 01, 2003TERENCE: so damm ex! siao!posted by Terence on 3:37:00 AM
Sum 41
Date : 30 Jul 2003
Time : 2000 hours onwards
Venue : Fort Canning Park
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TERENCE: alright.. haha.. hoohoo!! exams are down right reality slappin' man!! just a sneak previews for you kids out there who hang in here by this site.. (might sound as though that this a damm popular site.. )[yeah right] anyway, for the faint hearted and for all those shock seekers out there, i have officially failed two of the saddest papers alive.. happen to do them on the same day.. yeah do them man!! geog.. hopefully i did get an O and the same for maths too!! just want an O.. it's damm difficult to type this entry as i would like to make this cheerful!! haha!! yeah..! and yup.. i will update you all on the scores right after the exams... will visit here only on Thursday evening.. and ya to all those nice people that i know in CJC!! kudos! <== (i think i means bye bye) because i keep on having thoughts on getting kicked out of CJ and also i don't know what our Brother would say to me.. by the way, does anyone KNOW?! i mean does anyone know what will happen to I the retainEE that just so oh yea happen to fail his damm Common Tests?!??! i asked June.. she says that only the form tutor will have a nice heart to heart talk with both of my dearest parents..!! does any other people have anymore other ideas?! pls tag them up.. will consult the tagboard on thursday evening.. yeah and so in the mean while... you all try to take care while i try to take myself to further reality.. =) cheers and WARM REGARDS!! (nice to know that everyone's still alive and safe..)
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